My Choice

Ego or Holy Spirit

Ego (illusion)

Unconscious ego thoughts

I believe I am a body, sinful, guilty, despicable, and that I deserve to be attacked. P 651

My only apparent choice is between my brother and myself, which either way inevitably leads to attack, defense, suffering and death. p 653

In order to feel less guilty and fearful, I put on the face of innocence and project the desire-to-attack onto my brother.

My false perception allows me to see whatever I want to see.

Conscious ego thoughts

I perceive my brother attacking me. I am innocent. His unfair attack makes me feel angry and forces me to attack him in ‘self’-defense. It is entirely his fault; he made me do it. p 656

Holy Spirit (truth)

Do I prefer to be right (in my illusion) or happy in the truth? p 617

This world is an illusion. I made it up. All I have to do is recognize this and I am released. p 443

Lessons

I do not understand anything I see. 3

What I see is a form of vengeance. 22

I can escape the world I see by giving up attack thoughts. 23

I have invented the world I see. 32

Forgiveness offers everything I want. 122

I am as God created me. 162

I want the peace of God. 185

I rule my mind, which I alone must rule. 236

I love you Father, and I love your son 298

I choose to see my brother’s sinlessness. 335

Should one brother appear as wholly worthy of forgiveness, then my concept of myself is wholly changed. p 662

So I focus on the good in everyone, on their innocence.

I learn the happy habit of reminding myself that

          I am as God created me.

His Son can suffer nothing.

And I am His Son.                            p 667

I invite Christ’s strength to prevail and all suffering disappears as mists before the sun. p 667